http://juubee.blogdrive.com/ juubee Wed, 26 Mar 2008 09:05:56 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2008. Health & Medicine Games Catholicism http://juubee.blogdrive.com/archive/72.html Wed, 26 Mar 2008 15:05:53 GMT You cut me open and I keep bleeding love. When is this going to end? http://juubee.blogdrive.com/comments?id=72 http://juubee.blogdrive.com/archive/71.html Sat, 15 Mar 2008 05:23:17 GMT Blame it on the fact that I'm listening to gay music and sappy love songs. I'm just sitting here on a lonely Friday night, not doing anything and waiting for someone or something to grab my attention. There's nobody to talk to online either. It's times like this that I realize that you know, through everything, I might still be a little unhappy with the way things are. I miss having someone there to dote on me and do things for me just for the mere fact that they love me enough to do so. I miss the times when I didn't have to worry about doing anything, applying to colleges, doing well on my... (more) http://juubee.blogdrive.com/comments?id=71 http://juubee.blogdrive.com/archive/70.html Sun, 02 Mar 2008 08:32:27 GMT Sometimes, that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand. Maybe I make bigger deals out of things that don't need that much worrying about. Like, for example, Henry clubbing with girls I don't know. It bothers me, yes. I hate the idea of some girl and Henry dancing all up on each other. I will probably get mad if Henry calls me right now or I call him and I find out he's still hanging out with them, partying it up like a fucking rockstar. But in the end, you can't stop somebody from doing something that they're so set on doing. And in the end, if Henry really wants to see what... (more) http://juubee.blogdrive.com/comments?id=70 http://juubee.blogdrive.com/archive/69.html Fri, 15 Feb 2008 14:50:11 GMT It's funny when you find that silver lining in a sky full of clouds. I think yesterday was definitely my silver lining. Granted, I was pretty upset when Valentine's Day actually started because isn't that poster day for single awareness? Isn't that the only day out of the year where you actually get REMINDED of the fact that you have nobody or that you're stuck in between a rock and a hard place? Surprisingly, nothing bad happened yesterday. It was all good. Maybe it was my deep and earnest desire to prove that we could actually get through a day without a single argument. Whatever it was,... (more) http://juubee.blogdrive.com/comments?id=69 http://juubee.blogdrive.com/archive/68.html Sat, 26 Jan 2008 05:57:54 GMT I think it's safe to say...that I'm tired. I'm exhausted. And the year hasn't even started. Maybe I'm tired of school, of fighting with Henry, of being "single", of not knowing what will happen in the future. Nevertheless, I'm tired. I wish I could just fast forward my life and find out that in the end of everything, I am happy. At the end of all the things I've done in my college life, I am utterly satisfied with everything that I could have done. I want to know that what I'm going through now is just a phase, and in the end, it will all work out, one way or another. I want to know that in... (more) http://juubee.blogdrive.com/comments?id=68 http://juubee.blogdrive.com/archive/67.html Mon, 14 Jan 2008 14:21:13 GMT With the start of school begins the new semester and a new beginning to try to do something different from what I've done before. Hopefully this year, I'll actually stick to my resolutions for this year and I'll actually try to better myself. It's amazing how fast last year went by. It seems like only yesterday I was sitting here, crying my eyes out about how Henry had broken up with me and how all I wanted to do was be with him. It's crazy that while all that hasn't exactly changed, it has subsided a little bit. I know how to control things now...to let go of things, to maybe not care about... (more) http://juubee.blogdrive.com/comments?id=67 http://juubee.blogdrive.com/archive/66.html Fri, 23 Nov 2007 07:54:20 GMT I think it really is funny when you get inspiration to try to do work or to try to make something more of yourself at the weirdest times of day. Yesterday was Thanksgiving day and we had the entire family over including my cousins' girlfriends and Henry. It was nice spending time with the family and just having the house full of people. It just made me happy to see everybody together, enjoying themselves, and having a god time. Anyways, while some of us were playing video games in the living room, I started using the computer and started looking at things that I would like to own or give... (more) http://juubee.blogdrive.com/comments?id=66 http://juubee.blogdrive.com/archive/65.html Mon, 29 Oct 2007 05:11:24 GMT So it's almost the end of October which signifies the nearing of the end of school. Not only have I failed to do what I originally set out to do at the beginning of the semester but it's only been recently that I've begun to feel the repercussions of my actions. It just sucks that it always takes something like this to remind me of what a failure I have become. My life consists of not wanting to go to school, just wanting to stay home and sometimes just go to sleep. It consists of KDPhi and nothing else. It seems like I can't get back my own time only because it seems impossible for me to... (more) http://juubee.blogdrive.com/comments?id=65 http://juubee.blogdrive.com/archive/64.html Sat, 08 Sep 2007 14:53:20 GMT Sometimes, I think I should just take a dose of my own freaking medicine. It's annoying to me how I can give people all this relationship advice just to realize that, "You know, Joanne, you should take your own advice as well." I'm kind of annoyed with how everything is in the world right now. There's just things I wish I could do, things I would like to do instead of what I'm doing right now, and I'm just annoyed with my whole situation. What's making me so annoyed? Let's start: 1. RELATIONSHIPS You should know by now that my relationship with Henry ain't that great. It's still stupid and... (more) http://juubee.blogdrive.com/comments?id=64 http://juubee.blogdrive.com/archive/63.html Sun, 02 Sep 2007 01:28:12 GMT Listening to old songs that used to mean something make you realize how funny it is that times change and things can fall in and out of tune. I went to Henry's Xanga. It's like a more popular version of blogdrive. In his entry he has this song that he and I kind of classified as "our song". It's called "Dreams" by The Cranberries. He has it on his Xanga in commemoration of our two year anniversary this past January. Just listening to the song brings back memories of how we used to be two years ago when he first sort of dedicated the song to me. It was our one month anniversary then. And I... (more) http://juubee.blogdrive.com/comments?id=63